A #@$%#$@%# Beginnin....

I wanted 2 stat my new year wit a fresh stat.... I wanted 2 stat my year wi a huge smile n hope tat everythin works well today....

BUT..i had a really lousy mornin...let me line 'emup 4 u...

1. I got an email from my client - a very fussy client, he said tat we were not performin up 2 expectation...n he went on complainin about our onsite engineers at penang(yg nie pun satu hal gak...macam maner melayu nk maju??x pernah nk buat da best)....emm...watever, n since my beloved boss is not around, i am da one takin all da blame...arrggghhhh......as if i hv control of everythin happenin around me...
2. I think maybe bein da youngest n one of da new staff around ere(well i'm not tat new lah...8 month already, 5 month on da job), people just take me 4 granted u know... maybe becoz they r older n have more experience - they think they can treat me like shit, well fuck-off..heheh...news flash, u guys r reportin 2 me.... i maybe young n new but im not stoopid, my new resolution is, no more mr nice guy....after this u'll c da cruel side of me,..hahhahha
3. My boss has been on a long break since raya...n she hasnt come bak since then...she left everythin 2 me, n as flatterin as it seems..i dun really think i can manage everythin on my own...sumtimes i'm completely lost, dunno wat 2 do since there's 2 much 2 do..ehhe...i end up spendin my time foolin around, readin other peoples blogspot...eventhough i hv tons of work...arrghh, n then there's one of my engineers who's quittin his job, its his last day today u know, n bein da gud gurl i am, i arranged a farewell party(well, he's been wit us 4 3 years n w/out him my project would sink) n i was just hopin 4 a little moral suuppport from my boss by juz bein there...well - appreciate 1 of our staff, coz its his last day...but she's not commin....i dun give a damn wat her excuses r...but she'll rot in hell..hahahhah....
   
   
   
   p/s:4 those who dunno me much - i'm a very decent n polite gurl if u guyz dun mess around wit me...or not i'll just turn in2 this rude-obnoxious-swearin machine...n i just hope tat god forgives me..ehheheh...
   
   
   
   well....i hope da list of fuckin lousy shit doesnt continue till end of da day...just when i wanted 2 stat a new year wit smiles n nice polite words n mind, forget it....arrghhh...