clueless

t's 2++ am.
And I can't sleep.
It's been a week now.
Too many worries and concerns that I have occupies every minute of my day&night, and my mind just can't stop thinking, can't stop feeling.
I just feel so lost.

And for the 1st time since I came back, I feel like it's time for this clueless me, to go back to the clueless place, to be lonely and clueless all by myself, so that nobody knows what the hell I'm going through. So that I don't become a burden, and don't feel the urge to burden people here, around me.

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"...lost in myself, sinking deeper and deeper by the minute..."