on gloomy days

on gloomy days, and i dont know where to turn to, i always fall back on music. the only 'thing' that actually gets me, makes me feel that i'm not the only one in the whole wide world thats having the same feelings, that goes through the same exact torturing & lonely moments.

last few week was very exhausting, physically & mentally, body & soul, all my feelings all jumbled up together, and i felt restless & sick. its the normal drill actually, my cloudy & gloomy days, but i know the sun will come and dry up the rain and light up my world. all will be well, in time, in a few days, things will turn out ok, like it always does. "everythings gonna be alright, everythings gonna be alright"



Monrose, "Even Heaven CRIES"
There were times, when you feel
That you don't know where you fit in
So you hide, what is real
Even when it hurts you pretend
To be the one that you think
Everybody wants you to be No one sees

Bridge:
The one you really are
But you don't have to hide your heart
Cause nothing 'bout you needs to change
Sometimes it might seem hard
Your whole world falls apart
Just know that when you feel that way

Chorus:
Even heaven cries Everybody cries
It's okay to doubt yourself sometimes
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you fear inside
It's alright, It's alright 'Cause Even Heaven Cries

When you look in the mirror
And you don't see picture perfect
Did what they say break your heart
And make you feel that you're not worth it
Wanna disappear, hide the tears,
Still playin make believe So no one sees..Yeah

You're not alone
Don't be ashamed To let your feelings show
You should realize You're special who you are
In time you're gonna see you're gonna see
Don't you realize (that)