can clowns cry?

mati vs hidup
malam vs siang
penat vs segar
sakit vs sehat
semput vs cergas
mandom vs ceria
sedih vs gembira
lemah vs kuat
gopoh vs sabar
hitam vs putih
gelap vs cerah
down vs up
goyah vs yakin
malas vs rajin
celaru vs tenteram
mimpi vs realiti
give up vs bertahan
ego vs humble
takut vs berani
lemah vs kuat
benci vs suka
risau vs tenang
tunggu vs mencari
hujan vs cerah


i dunno why, but i feel a need to put on a show
just so that everybody thinks I'm ok
coz i am supposed to be feeling good, but why the hell am i not?
well, i guess i cant always be happy right? i have to have my up and downs too...
and right now, i'm at the bottom of low..



3:190 "Dalam penciptaan langit dan bumi, dan SILIH BERGANTINYA malam dan siang, terdapat tanda2 orang yg berakal"